How Do You Love

I sit quietly on my phone Trying to enjoy time alone "Don't think to much" I tell myself when I start thinking While I enjoy all these breathing without drinking Why do they look so in love? The couple walking by, well, maybe they're on drugs "Don't look too much" I tell myself when I start staring Maybe there's something in the perfume that she's wearing It's the little things that I can't understand How they love, lie, pass it and keep and holding hands It's the little things I'll never understand I think it must be fake like a fake spray tan How do you love? How do you love? How do you lo-uh-uh-uh-uh-ove? How do you love? I've tried to read myself to sleep It just gives me anxiety How will I know where I was when I started sleeping? I feel the same way about cuddling, but for dreaming Distractions can be hard to find But I suggest just is make a list and you'll be fine Write down all the things you wanna learn to do Enjoy your favorite movies, starting old to new It's the little things that I can't understand How they love, lie, pass it and keep and holding hands It's the little things I'll never understand I think it must be fake like a fake spray tan How do you love? How do you love? How do you lo-uh-uh-uh-uh-ove? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you lo-uh-uh-uh-uh-ove? How do you love? | | |