So To Speak

             They’re seriously saying it’s prolonging me life if I’ll only submit to the surgical knife? but what are the odds on a month or a week? when the betting shop’s closing its doors so to speak. When you’re tied to a pump and a breathing machine with their X-rays and probes and their monitor screens and they’ll wake you up hungry saying "How do you feel?" and then you’re stuffed full of pills and a barium meal. Prolonging me life? Now that’s some kind of joke I’d be laughing me head off and I’d probably choke the spirit’s still willing but the rest of me’s weak now the bets are all off and the prospects look bleak. When you’re laid like a piece of old meat on the slab and they’ll cut and they’ll slice and they’ll poke and they’ll jab and they’ll grill ye and burn ye and they’ll wish ye good health with their radium chemo and God knows what else? Well you can’t fault the science though the logic is weak is it really an eternal life we should seek? that ship has sailed that ship has sailed that ship has already sailed so to speak. Our mission is more than a struggle for breath for a few extra rounds in a fight to the death when our mission is love and compassion and grace it’s not a test of endurance or a marathon race. For love is the sabre and love is the shield love is the only true power we wield an eternal love is all you should seek That ship will be ready to sail so to speak         I hear what you’re saying because I’ve heard it before but I’m afraid if I let what is past through my door how long would you stay a month or a week when that ship has already sailed so to speak? Should I settle for something that’s safe on this Earth? what would it profit me what is it worth? if I lose something precious completely unique? when it’s only eternity’s love we should seek. For when that ship sails and the course has been set and the wind’s in the offing and the sails have been let and the hatches are full and the hull doesn’t leak that ship has already to sail so to speak. I’m tired and fading and losing the light and I’ve no way to tell if it’s day or it’s night follow your heart it’s the harbour you seek. And this ship is ready to sail this ship is ready to sail this ship is ready to sail so to speak...