Useless

Intro :   I thought for a long time      That it began the day you left            Saying goodbye on mama's porch  Forsaking this troubled woman           ...Cause you thought you did your best  And couldn't give more   You never meant to let me down But finally I was alone She's crazy, it's all her fault But I paid for it anyway You needed to save yourself  How come you didn't save me, too ? Why did you leave me there ?      It all began the day he left    It must be someone else's fault            Cause you gave all the love that you had        Talking about it with all your friends                 ...Cause the phone is the only escape  From this apartment   You never wanted me to suffocate  But finally I drowned with you He's a rat, don't ever trust him    I don't trust anyone, anyway You needed to save yourself  And I'm old enough to understand Why do I always have to understand ?   You might not realize how it hurts  You always did what you could            I just waited for something that never came      Tried all the way to kill the pain    I'm what I am ...cause of it all     I'm glad I chose to save myself     I never meant to be ungrateful  But you owe it to me I never meant to be rude But it was the only way to say it I never meant to be mad at you  But I was angry anyway And it never got me anywhere