Comforting Lie

Intro: / /    ( ) x4 I started out on the wrong foot now I’m not myself I am Jekyll I am Hyde found this place to hide come seek me Oh so up and down so back and forth so insecure   Can’t get this taste out of my mouth swallow it down pretend Hold it hold it all in let it build up build a bomb Blow it blow it away clear it all out just end it                 I’m just a normal person without those problems when did it change? Admissions so embarrassing I’m on the verge of tears again Hold it hold it all in let it build up oh build a bomb Blow it blow it away clear it all out just end it Oh look I took the Band-Aid off did I take it off too soon? Hysterical  confession my big courageous move           Don’t gasp at the predictable a comforting lie can’t last    Preordained checklist of this awkward love it’s so sad Hold it hold it all in let it build up oh build a bomb Blow it blow it away clear it all out just end it Hold it hold it all in let it build up oh build a bomb Sort it sort it out just give it back no thank you Toss it toss it away eliminate just give up I I can’t decide this tug of war I’m feeling weak yeah