Where My Head Used To Be

I wake up and right away I know   The minute I turn on my bedroom radio   The music is a Lady Gaga song   But there’s a hissing in my ears   Something’s wrong   I put on some pants turn on a little light   I keep the curtains closed outside it’s just too bright   On my way to the bathroom I hit the wall   When I look into the mirror   I see nothing at all I’m going crazy the pressure gets to me   Between my shoulders on top of my body   There’s a great big hole a mystery   There’s a hole where my head used to be In the dark I finally reach the sink   I grab the faucet hold my breath and try to think   The water doesn’t end up on my skin Right there is when I grasp the giant mess I’m in   It seems as if my body’s closing down I lose my balance and my toothbrush hits the ground   I don’t even recognize my face   When I was young my mind was clear   How I miss those days On all fours I crawl back to bed   Try to remember how many of those days I’ve had   I just need sleep so I try to improvise   But when your head is gone it’s hard to close your eyes