Learning How To Disappear

Am In the California of my mind One night I was out walking Looking for the star that fell to Earth    All the palm trees bending to my will All the red tails circling the kill In a big black hole where the universe gave birth            I’m changing I’m changing my dear              Getting stranger and stranger I fear            Let’s get out of here let’s get out of here Learning learning learning how to disappear Now I’m wondering what it is I’m doing And I’m wondering who I am         And I stay up all night dancing in the sand          I’ve been curled up by the fire    I’ve been dreaming like a dog      And I feel like this pale angel understands        That I’m changing I’m changing my dear                 Getting stranger much stranger I fear              Let’s get out of here let’s get out of here Learning learning learning how to disappear   Yes I am learning learning how to disappear disappear In a fever lost in the olive groves Where the martyrs marched and fell            In the desert between Heaven between Hell               Then the wind picked up and the dogs went mad And were howling all around   And it was above as it is below And I went beneath the ground I’m changing changing my dear            It’s getting stranger and stranger I fear            Let’s get out of here let’s get out of here   Learning learning learning how to disappear   I am learning learning how to disappear Yes I am learning learning how to disappear