Not Ok

[Verse 1] It’s not like i chose this I was not given a choice In a room full of stories Mine is just another voice How does she do it? Without making any sound? -I cry after hours And scream when no one is around Here comes a battle Here’s another uphill climb So Strap on some courage You should be well Prepared this time Just because i’m still standing Just because i have survived Doesn’t mean i don’t get scared Or wanna give up every time [Chorus] Cause I don’t feel like being strong today I wanna fall apart sometimes i wanna Break! Next time they ask i’ll tell the truth I’ll say I’m not ok I’m not ok! I don’t feel like carrying all this weight Or being broken around those Who can’t relate Next time they ask I’ll tell the truth i’ll say That I’m not ok I’m not     [Verse 2]                             After he left us After everything went dark She’s all that matters She’s my  only little spark It’s Not like i don’t want to Stay in bed never leave Home But If i don’t do it Chances are it won’t get done [Chorus] Cause I don’t feel like being strong today I wanna fall apart sometimes I wanna break Next time they ask I’ll tell the truth I’ll say That I’m not ok That I’m not ok I don’t feel like carrying all this weight Or being broken around those Who can’t relate Next time they ask I’ll tell the truth I’ll say That I’m not ok [Bridge] That I’m not ok That I’m not ok      That I’m not ok That I’m not ok (I’m not ok) I’m not ok     I’m not ok                              [Verse 3]                             God gives his toughest Battles to his strongest ones built out of courage In the Image of his only son I am a soldier I can take the whole world on So Watch as i fight this And Give your praise once i have won.