I Fucked Up

I fucked up I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I’m sorry I’m not afraid to say I wish I could take you back but I can’t I’m so ashamed You’re in so much pain I blamed you when things didn’t go my way If I didn’t you’d be here / If I didn’t fight back I’d have no fear If I took another path things would be so different but they’re not I could have just kept my big mouth closed I could have just done what I was told Maybe I should have turned silver into gold But in front of you I was cold I fucked up I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I’m sorry I’m not afraid to say I wish I could take you back but I can’t I thought we had it all you brought out the best in me And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream I thought we were indestructible I never imagined we could fall Do you wanna know how to make out loud telling your plans We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool Fill it up with Warhols it would be so cool Coulda gone buyin’ estates in the countryside With a pack of great things kissing eye to eye We coulda do the world in a private jet Run naked on the beach all soaking wet We coulda found a mountain seen a perfect sunrise Written our names across the sky We coulda got a building built on the echo run We coulda got ourselves arrested and sold our mum We coulda live like crazy til’ the day we die Instead I made you cry I fucked up I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I’m sorry sorry sorry je suis desole I wish I could take you back but I can’t I fucked up I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I’m sorry I’m not ashamed to say I wish I could have you back Maybe one day or not