Going Through Changes

Hope this tab is useful - it’s accurate and very ato play. A great song. Chords for verses and chorus Chorus I’m going through changes I’m going through changes Verse 1 Lately I really feel like I’m rolling for delph like Philly I feel like I’m losing control of myself I sincerely Apologize if all that I sound like is I’m complaining But life keeps on complicating an’ I’m debating On leaving this world this evening even my girls Can see I’m grievin’ I try and hide it But I can’t why do I act like I’m all high and mighty When inside I’m dying I am finally realizing I need help. I can’t do it by myself too weak 2 weeks I’ve been having ups and downs Going through peaks and valleys dilly dallying Around with the idea of ending the shit right here. I’m hatin’ my reflection I walk around the house tryin’ to fight mirrors I can’t stand what I look like yeah I look fat but what do I care? I give a fuck only thing I fear is Hailie I’m afraid if I close my eyes I might see her Shit.. Chorus Verse 2 I lock myself in the bedroom bathroom nappin’ at noon Yeah dad’s in a bad mood he’s always snappin’ at you. Marshall what happened at you you can’t stop with these pills And you’ve fallen off with your skills and your own fans are laughin’ at you. It become a problem you’re too pussy to tackle get up Be a man stand a real man woulda had this shit handled. Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed They say Proof just flipped out homie just swift out and bust Nah it ain’t like Doody to do that He wouldn’t fuckin’ shoot at no-body he’d fight first But dwelling on it only makes the night worse Now I’m poppin Vics perks and Methadone pills. Yeah Em tight verse you killed it Fuckin’ drug dealers hang around me like yes men And they gon’ do whatever I says when I says it It’s in their best interest to protect their investment. And I just lost my fuckin’ best friend so fuck it I guess then... Chorus Don’t know what I’m gonna do but I just keep on going through changes... Verse 3 My friends can’t understand this new me That’s understandable man but just think how bananas you’d be You’d be an animal too if you were trapped in this fame and caged in its like a zoo. And everybody’s lookin’ at you what you want me to do I’m startin’ to live like a recluse and the truth is Fame startin’ to give me an excuse to be at a all time low. I sit alone in my home theatre watchin’ the same damn DVD Of the first tour the last tour he was still alive. And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin’ pills’ll make me feel alright. And if I’m still awake in the middle of the night I just take a couple more yeah you’re mother fuckin’ right I ain’t slowin’ down for no one I am almost homeward bound. Almost in a coma yeah homie come on dole ’em out Daddy don’t you die on me daddy better hold your ground. Fuck don’t I know the sound of that voice Yeah baby hold me down. Chorus Verse 4 Wake up in the hospital full of tubes but somehow I’m pullin’ through. Swear when I come back I’ma be bulletproof. I’ma do it just for Proof I think I should state a few Facts cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through I think about the things I would have never got to say to you I’d never get to make it right so here’s what I came to do. Hayley this one is for you Whitney and Alaina too I still love your mother that’ll never change Think about her every day we just could never get it together. Hey wish there was a better way for me to say it But I swear on everything I’d do anything for her on any day. There are just too many things to explain when it rains Guess it pours guess it does wish there wasn’t any pain. But I can’t pretend there ain’t I ain’t placin’ any blame I ain’t pointin’ fingers heaven knows i’ve never been a saint. I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history But just today I looked at your picture almost if to say I miss you self consciously wish it didn’t end this way. But I just had to get away don’t know why I don’t know what else to say I guess I’m Chorus