This Is What I Live For

Tracklist: 1. I Laugh At Myself 2. The Way I Used To Love You 3. Love Stupid 4. This Is What I Live For 5. Fight For Love 6. Oh My My 7. Moving On (So Long) 8. I Will Follow You 9. Completely 10. Stay With Me 11. The Weatherman 12. Who Do You Run From 13. Only Lost Is Found 1. I Laugh At Myself [Intro] (x4) [Verse] This is the part where I laugh at myself And the world for thinking that things could actually change Just like the old me you knew once before who Almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing I’m once again in my head I’m way over my head And I can’t seem to find a place to put all this pain My hope is a fraud and I can’t talk to God I believed in the good of the world and now I’m just ashamed [Outro] I want to drink ’cause I’m mad and I’m angry but I swore I promised my wife that I wouldn’t drink again There were so many chances I had that I wasted As time went on by that were never to be seen again And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life But I could never move on from you in the end So I fight for love come on break my heart 2. The Way I Used To Love You [Intro] (x2) [Verse] Uh oh here we go Running through the out lane Boy I nearly got away I wasted all this time Uh oh here I go Riding through the might have been I know so many got away The worst is yet to come [Chorus] x2 The worst is yet to come [Verse] Uh oh here we go Falling in the out lane Boy I nearly got away I wasted all this time Uh oh here I go Swimming in the might have been I know so many got away The worst is yet to come [Chorus] x2 The worst is yet to come [Bridge] Late at night I sit and stare Alone I share the weight of how I used to love you Your color’s gone just like when every winter comes I miss the way I used to love you [Outro] Uh oh here I go Living in the might have been My only fear remains unseen The worst here it comes 3. Love Stupid N.C. (Punish me) [Intro] [Verse] Do you remember the days Remember when we were new The wind was blowing our way Making one out of two She said don’t forget who you are I won’t forget who I am I’m love stupid and blind Obsession again [Chorus] We both know I’m Love stupid We both know I’m Love stupid Even if I get bit by the spider (punish me) Will you open the door We both know Will I ever feel the same [Verse] Can I admit it was me Can you admit it was you Can we go back to the start Can we go back to the new She said I won’t forget who you are I won’t forget who I am I’m stupid and blind           [Chorus] We both know I’m Love stupid We both know I’m Love stupid Even if I get bit by the spider (punish me) Will you open the door We both know I’ll never feel the same And if I get bit by the spider (punish me) Will you open the door We both know that Love stupid We both know I’m Love stupid (Punish me) We both know that Love’s useless (Punish me) We both know I’m Love stupid (Punish me) Validate Me 4. This Is What I Live For [Intro] [Verse 1] It’s what I live for Falling on top of my head Caught in a landslide Tumbling down again Part of me just dies Peeling me out of my skin Caught in a landslide Falling down again [Chorus] This is what I live for This is what I live for Falling down again [Post-Chorus] [Verse 2] I’ll never look back Over my shoulder again It’s what I live for Falling down again Part of me just dies Peeling me out of my skin Caught in a landslide Falling down again [Chorus] This is what I live for This is what I live for Falling down again [Bridge] I have to find a way To make sure that you’re okay But no one answers me I walk around this lonely city I walk around this lonely city To make sure that you’re okay But no one answers me N.C. Cause no one hears at all [Chorus] This is what I live for This is what I live for Falling down again This is what I live for This is what I live for Falling down again I’ll never let go This is what I live for Falling down again [Final Verse] I’ll never look back Over my shoulder again It’s what I live for Falling down again 5. Fight For Love [Intro] [Verse 1] We ain’t gonna live forever ’Cause life isn’t always fair How can we be there for each other If we always gotta be somewhere? [Pre-Chorus] We always knew that we would be together Feeling low we just rise above We carry hearts that have both been broken [Chorus] Don’t you think we better fight for love? Even if it breaks your heart Come on fight for love Even if it breaks your heart [Verse 2] All the promises I make I’ll change the world for you I’m gonna make a few mistakes Yeah I bet you make some too [Pre-Chorus] I always knew that we would be together Feel low we just rise above We carry hearts that have both been broken [Chorus] Don’t you think we better fight for love? Even if it breaks your heart Come on fight for love Even if it breaks your heart [Bridge] You never settle for anything less You never settle you never settle [Chorus] Fight for love Break my heart Fight for love (you never settle for anything less) Even if it breaks your heart (you never settle you never settle) Come on fight for love (you never settle for anything less) Even if it breaks your heart (you never settle you never settle) Fight for love                  Fight for love [Outro]          Breaks your heart Fight for love 6. Oh My My [Intro] [Verse 1] You wear black hair I have Blue You look sadder than most girls do The way you walk around Always watching the ground well I like watching you Your friends they don’t like me I think they’re jealous of my tattoos I’m not a bad guy just like wearing black I’m not scared of anything but saying this to you [Pre-Chorus] It’s going down neither of us want to be Alone right now N.C. C’mon c’mon [Chorus] Oh my my Yeah I’m loving all your warning signs Cause I’m a sucker for you Oh my my Girl you get me high Yeah you’re my type You’re danger danger [Verse 2] Yeah I’ll be waiting by the blacktop Like a cigarette stain for you Every day I just won’t go away I’m not scared of anything but saying this to you [Pre-Chorus] It’s going down neither of us want to be Alone right now N.C. What? Whatcha gonna do? [Chorus] Oh my my Yeah I’m loving all your warning signs Cause I’m a sucker for you Oh my my Girl you get me high Yeah you’re my type You’re danger danger Oh my my Yeah I’m a sucker for the lonely kind Because I’m loving all your... Oh my my Girl you get me high Yeah you’re my type Danger danger [Bridge] (root notes only) I can I’ll go anywhere you want me you want me to Caught my eye Watch us freefall Catch me I’ll catch you too I can I’ll go anywhere you want me you want me to Caught my eye And now we freefall Catch me I’ll catch you too [Chorus] Oh my my Yeah I’m loving all your warning signs Cause I’m a sucker for you Oh my my Girl you get me high Yeah you’re my type You’re danger danger Oh my my Yeah I’m a sucker for the lonely kind Because I’m loving all your... Oh my my Girl you get me high Yeah you’re my type You’re danger danger 7. Moving On (So Long) [Intro] [Verse] You always said that I could never find a better one Look at me I did that shit Well come on now come on now You always said they I would end up alone well Look at me I’m on top of the world You were wrong now you were wrong now [Pre-Chorus] You like it better when I’m falling apart It’s easier for you to go and break my heart Come on now yeah come on now Well the best way to get back at you Is to live my life and be happy and true Come on now [Chorus] N.C.                               F Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long We’ve all been hurt yeah [Post-Chorus] [Verse] You’re not good for my soul The one who cares less always has control Well I’m taking that back and you’ll be amazed Because I only get better looking with age [Pre-Chorus] You like it better when I’m falling apart It’s easier for you to go and break my heart Come on now yeah come on now Well the best way to get back at you Is to live my life and be happy and true Come on now [Chorus] N.C.                               F Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving [Bridge] You’re not the one to give My lfe is mine to live You thought I’d take you back well Yeah I’m not going to I wrote you a hundred songs So here’s your final one Now you’re the lonely one N.C. I’ll never take you back [Chorus] So long so long (You always said that I would never find a better one) Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long (You always said that I would end up alone well) We all been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long (You always said that I would never find a better one) Yeah I’ve been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long (You always said that I would end up alone well) We all been hurt but I’m moving on So long so long We all been hurt but we’re moving on So long so long N.C. We all been hurt yeah 8. I Will Follow You [Intro] C Am (x2) [Verse 1] I could sit here on this fake-ass throne Licking every single bone I own But that won’t get me nowhere near the truth ’Cause the only thing I wanna be is next to you my love You’re a shotgun shot in the dark you’re the property mark The flash of a spark the gold-yellow chrome Well my daddy told me “son always tell the truth” ’Cause the only thing I wanna be is next to you my love [Chorus] I said where you go I will follow Where you go I will follow I will follow you Where you go I’m going too I will follow you Where you go I’m going too [Verse 2] Well last month hurt and I hold it dear But I swear to God it’s gonna be our year I could tell you all the shit I did in my past But baby girl it’s nothing you’re gonna wanna hear So I release this anger built inside And now I won’t go wide anymore Well my daddy told me “son always tell the truth” Well the only thing I wanna be is good for you my love [Chorus] I said where you go I will follow Where you go I will follow I will follow you Where you go I’m going too I will follow you Where you go I’m going too [Bridge] Well the almost-were’s And the could’ve-been’s They ain’t welcome no they don’t live around here But like two set red islands And we stare through the silence You ain’t welcome if you don’t live around here Said you ain’t welcome if you don’t live around here [Verse] Well cross my heart I know it’s true You be loyal to me so I’ll be loyal to you And with every Hell we might walk through With this I pledge my soul to you [Chorus] I said where you go I will follow Everyhere you go I will follow I will follow you Where you go I’m going too I will follow you Where you go I’m going too I will follow you       I will follow you Where you go I’m going too Where you go I’m going too Where you go I’m going too Where you go I’m going too 9. Completely [Intro] [Verse 1] I never thought that you’d fall for me There’s an ache I’m awake and you’re healing still On a one-way street you’re behind me I got an empty seat and it’s meant for you Now you’re turning me on as you’re climbing in I’ve got one hand on the wheel and one hand on you Nothing gets between us I feel you We’re on a one-way street yeah meant for two [Chorus] You are a shining star No matter where you are You’re never second best You are my one completely I could’ve left but for you I’ll stay No matter what they say You’re never second best You are my one completely [Verse 2] And now the streetlights are falling in Every wave of light I catch a glimpse of you You’re making me dizzy you’re curing me I had an empty seat now it’s filled with you I hear the ocean calling It’s 3am so we park in the sand Nothing gets between us I feel you We’re on a one-way street yeah meant for two [Chorus] You are a shining star No matter where you are You’re never second best You are my one completely I could’ve left but for you I’ll stay No matter what they say You’re never second best You are my one completely [Bridge] Completely Completely Completely Completely [Chorus] You are a shining star No matter where you are You’re never second best You are my one completely I could’ve left but for you I’ll stay No matter what they say You’re never second best You are my one completely [Outro] Completely You are my one completely 10. Stay With Me [Intro] (x2) [Verse] N.C The first time I got muddy I was a young boy N.C. Ten years old N.C. I got lost in the woods in the middle of the night in the dark and rainy cold N.C. Young and damp a summer camp N.C. I was a funny little sleepwalker N.C. So I didn’t think to tie myself to that oak tree before I fell asleep When I stood up that night not knowing all the while Where I’d end up when I wake up having slept walk for a mile I found myself running barefoot almost naked through the trees I was in my underwear with branches slapping on my face and knees I ran on top the rocks wet cedar thorns and moss feeling nothing Then the moon rose up and I realized I was lost Nowhere close to home for the first time I was alone Then the lightning struck and the thunder shook and I called out for my mom Give me some attention that’s what I yelled into the night Please come down and help me show me sympathetic light I need someone close to me If only for a minute I’m not afraid of the dark I’m just scared of what’s in it [Chorus] x2 Stay with me Stay with me [Verse] I had a dream last night that someone was taking my air from me Creating ten times as many problems as any human can solve They said you don’t try hard enough and shoes don’t always come in pairs They love you when they make you look good but despise you behind closed doors With vague goals and deep cracks it told me I can do better than that Living in the shadow of someone’s light that won’t turn on You see misery isn’t everything And I’m still learning that Just give me the chance to turn my light back on [Chorus] x2 Stay with me Stay with me [Bridge] In the words of my father Yes I’m good enough Yes I’m good enough Light the heart of my father Yes I’m good enough Yes I’m good enough Oh-oh oh-oh-oh-oh-oh With the hope and strength of an ocean tide [Chorus] N.C.       E Stay with me Stay with me Stay with me (Yes I’m good enough) Stay with me (Yes) [Outro] Yes I’m good enough. 11. The Weatherman [Verse] We don’t touch anymore      Remember the way that we did before   You can say we were just kids before we had our own Started building our home But the fact is We don’t touch anymore   [Verse 2] We forgot how to communicate      Sometimes I watch you fall And I admit that I just walk away So what is that bullshit why do I do that? Why can’t this dark cloud go away? We don’t talk anymore           [Pre-Chorus] And the weatherman said That the storm will clear That this is our year Maybe just maybe this time he’ll be right [Chorus] Before the pictures are gone You’re right I’m wrong Before you leave us behind This is wrong cause we’re right We’re right on the edge of a blue blue sky We’re on the edge of a Blue sky [Verse 3] Like a dark red rose left in the parking lot      I’m sitting here choking on words I should have never thought Look I know I just tore you down And my words we come back around just like that Just like that honeymoon I promised you but you never got [Pre-Chorus] And the weatherman said That the storm will clear Yeah this is our year Maybe just maybe this time he’ll be right [Chorus] Before the pictures are gone You’re right I’m wrong Before you leave us behind This is wrong cause we’re right Right on the edge of a blue blue sky We’re on the edge of a blue blue sky [Bridge] x2 [Pre-Chorus] And the weatherman said the storms gonna clear Yeah this is our year And I’m ready to believe that he’s right [Break] Ohhh please be right [Chorus] Before the pictures are gone You’re right I’m wrong Before you leave us behind This is wrong cause we’re right We’re right on the edge of a blue blue sky We’re on the edge of a blue blue sky [Outro] x2 12. Who Do You Run From [Chorus] Who do you run from man What are you scared of though What do you take back home Who’s going to save your soul [Verse] There’s a devil inside of me See him laying on the floor Cut him open watch him bleed to death Now he won’t come back no more I could just stare at him With his eyes so bright He was my safety net He was my middle of the night [Chorus] Who do you run from man What are you scared of though What do you take back home Who’s going to save your soul [Verse] When did we fall back down When do we fall on faith How do we reach the ones who push us away How do we see the light in our time of need All we have to do is just believe [Chorus] Oh who do you run from man What are you scared of though What do you take back home Who’s going to save your soul [Bridge] x2 Who’s going to save your soul Save your soul (x2) [Chorus] x2 Oh who do you run from man What are you scared of though What do you take back home Who’s going to save your soul [Outro] Who’s going to save your soul Who’s going to save your soul 13. Only Lost Is Found [Verse] Anyone can set alarms I come creeping like a fable You ask me if I’m able And darling it might help if you were gone [Verse] But I’ve nowhere left to turn My God is staring through the starlight At the wound hid behind my cheek With the look of my birthday beak I’ll stay and live here in the dark [Pre-Chorus] Hold against the ground Way beneath the Earth it goes around I’ll climb the wall if I am able to But only lost is found [Chorus] A warm sedated kind of love It’s a lonely miracle I stand until I don’t believe my eyes I found the light above [Verse] I’ve lifted all I can So I turn to the page of our connection I need you here with me I’m willing I’m kneeling A place where I belong [Verse] Pain the worst is finally gone Way way beyond the signals I know you’re used to suffering But love will take some time [Pre-Chorus] Hold against the ground Way beneath the Earth it goes around I’ll climb the wall if I am able to But only lost is found [Chorus] A warm sedated kind of love It’s a lonely miracle I stand until I don’t believe my eyes I found the light of God The light of God Our smile will not forget us no He marks it slowly Just pull me in your arms below get out The water’s always ready