At Now

Intro: Verse 1:   I’ve run races   Straight like laces   My left writes rhymes   When it’s all wrong in my right mind   My left don’t know   Where my right goes Or sold-out window blows   Ego shows up apropos though Verse 2:   Headlight driving range   I say I can change It just tells me I’m lying     Bullets through my brain   You should hear how they shoot me down When I’m trying   Say this is where you’re at now Lost your man in your big house So you can sit at your piano 20 hours a day And write a thousand words out of fear you got nothing to say But I wanna get some Have fun while I’m still young Shotgun in the old flesh-bag tonight cry about it I’m gonna have the time of your life Your life Your life   Lalalalalala Lalalalalala   Lalalalalala   Lalalalalalalala Verse 3:   Hubris loses me sleep   And true love seeps Through the cracks in the walls      Says I’m too far gone  Crossed the rubicon On the way to the ball   This is where you’re at now Epsom salt in the bathtub Cause that 7 o’clock walk left you cold And the Tums don’t work cotton candy vomit in the bowl And the night sits on the water like an oil slick Round island breast still swollen high over burning lungs Did you have the time of my life? My life My life Bridge: And I said please don’t leave me alone I’m filling my young lungs locked in my new car Please don’t leave me alone I hear telephones and angels Send me a new heart Ohhh     Ohhh   This is where I’m at now On my knees in the back row Anthropomorphizing all That is who is what is what I’ve always known So my left can hold hands with my right hand Skyrocket cross-sections first In a creation ceiling and busted open and find God oh   Say I don’t need a clever rhyme to believe in love that’ll last forever And I don’t need a ploy or a body to bother Need a good man with honor and still how’s your father And this "my" this "I" this self will die It’s not really mine but I will show you beauty when I have the hands and heart and lips and eyes And mind That knows time is only man-made well I lie and that I won’t be wasting mine We’re one love And one strife And I’m gonna have the time of my life   My life It’s my life Lalala Outro   ladadum Lalalaladadum Lalalaladadum