These Are The Thoughts

      With my boyfriend ( intro riff ) Is he the one - that I will marry And why is it so hard - to be objective about Myself why do I feel - cellularly alone Am I supposed to live - in this crazy city       Can blindly continued fear-induced regurtitated life-denying tradition Be overcome ( intro riff ) Where does the mo - ney go that I send To those in need if we - have so much why do some people have Nothing still why do - I feel frantic when I First wake up in the morning - why do you say you are spiritual    Yet you treat people like shit How can you say - you’re close to God And yet you talk behind - my back as though I’m not A part of you why do - I say "I’m fine" when it’s Obvious I’m not - why’s it so hard to tell you what I want    Why can’t you just read my mind? Intro riff Why do I fear - that the quieter I am The less you will listen - why do I care whether you like me Or not why’s it so hard - for me to be angry Why is it such work to stay - conscious and so easy to get stuck    And not the other way around ( intro riff ) Will I ever move - back to Canada can I be with a lover - with whom I am a student And a master oh why am I - encouraged to shut my Mouth when it gets too close - to home why cannot I       Live in the moment