It's A Bitch To Grow Up

Intro:               (4x)  It’s been 10 years of investment    It’s been one foot in and one out     It’s been 4 days of full of shit      And I feel snuffed out                It’s been 33 years of restraining    Of trying to control this tumult     How I did invest in such fantasy  But my nervous system has worn out       I feel done I feel raked over coals  And all that remains is the case  That it’s a bitch to grow up          (4x)  I’ve repeated this dance ad-nauseum      There’s still something to learn that I’ve not       I’m told to see this as divine perfection      But my bones don’t feel this perfection  I feel done I feel raked over coals  And all that remains is the case  That it’s a bitch to grow up          (4x)  I’ve spent life hovering above bottom     Thinking I can’t survive what’s below      But I’ve known through the kicking and screaming     That there was no other direction to go        I feel done I feel raked over coals  And all that remains is the case  That it’s a bitch to grow up        (26x)